CLEAR!

This is going to be one of those random-thoughts post, since I really need to vent about some things.

I haven't been taking as much pictures as I should. :( Partly because I'm so excited about the SLR my brother gave me.

Yes people, you do not see a "D" for digital there, because, really, it's a film camera. Isn't that sweet? :D It's a Canon EOS 50. I haven't actually used it yet, what with lil ole me being a bit intimidated by it, but I have been reading up on it. :D So we'll see what kind of snapshots I can come up with when I DO use it. Hopefully within the next week or so.

Not that my PowerShot A710 IS has been sitting idle, only I've been using it mainly for the "Hey let's take a group picture for which I'm absolutely going to use the auto settings for" type of pictures. Mostly of the same faces, so I don't feel like posting them much on here. And that's because I haven't been doing anything really exciting really, just the odd visits to malls and whatnots.

*sigh*


Like I've said in my last post, my butt is somehow magnetized to this chair right here, watching anime from my new favorite site of all time, Crunchyroll.com. Has anyone tried it out already? :D Let me know if you see signs of turning into a zombie slash panda slash raccoon yourself.

I am extremely depressed about not being home these days. Getting a phone call from someone back home, constantly saying "Oh you should've been with us, you'd have loved it!" doesn't really help, although I know, they probably really thought IshouldhavebeenthereandtheywerereallythinkingaboutmesoIshouldbehappy. *sigh*

There are some things that I'm not sure should be in my life at this point just because they should be, or because I should do something about them. *sigh* I'm also wondering if all this action/inaction is already "doing something". Argh. Brain hurts. No more thinking. Please. *really drawn out sigh*

I'm glad for my sister, who has finally found out The Secret. I have yet to find it, which is, I suspect, because I haven't really figured out what I want in life. (At this point, the line from The Spice Girls' song Oh I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want plays in my head... Oh don't be a hypocrite. You know the song too :P) So I suppose the whole secret to The Secret is actually knowing what you want. Clearly. No, "Hmm.. yeah.. I think I'll decide that this is what I want.. maybe a bit of this.. a bit of that too.. Oh I don't know.. Yeah.. maybe.." Nuh-uh. None of that. All that stuff about the universe aligning itself to your wants? YOU need to be convinced before the whole universe is. So there.

Note to self: Know what you want, what you really really want.

Thank you for surfing Acom's Place. We hope to see you again soon. :)