Tuesday, December 27, 2005

BUM(ming) Equipment

I am such a bum.

There are so many things that I need to get done, and FAST, but no, I make excuses for myself, saying that there's still time.

I know all this. It's always been my problem, procrastnating. Then at the end of the day I feel so much remorse that I find it hard to sleep at night.

Does that make me think hard about myself? Yes it does, actually. But does it prompt me to do anything about it? *chuckles* Mostly, this is as far as I get. This is probably due to the fact that it hasn't gotten me into serious trouble yet. =/

I procrastinate for various reasons.

Being too lazy to do whatever it is I'm supposed.

To scared of what might happen if I DO happen to get to it.

See just how far I can get my toe into that line.

Sometimes a case of cutting my nose off to spite my face.

Frustrated at having to wait for a period of time to be able to do something, and when the times comes to do it, I've lost all sense of enthusiasm for a particular project.

There are times when all of these are the reasons.

Maybe I was just born with an immense volume of good luck. Because no matter how much trouble I get myself into, somehow or rather, I always get back out. Then again, it might be that I just haven't been into the real world, where my so-called troubles could be compared as a pebble to a boulder.

I suspect it IS so. =D

There should be this moment of blinding realization, where I see my whole life flash before my eyes, and *TADA* am miraculously reborn, spiritually, as a new person.

I have a feeling, I have to be the one to set up all the events that preludes this.

So I guess I should get right on it.

Or then again, maybe later... ^_^


Twyla said...

you and me both, sista. you and me both.

Sandra Khoo said...

Heyas,Hadibi's sister! XD Great to meetcha and thanx so much for your support! Awwww,whcih sketch was it? I'd be happy to draw another one for ya....ask your bro to collect from me,yea? Just lemme know which sketch was it u wanted. ;)

Cheers and happy hols!

hteekay said...

i think you staying with us has made our laziness rub off to you..