Tuesday, August 09, 2005

A Busy Bee and A Lonely Tree

*sigh* Since I got back from my vacation, it's been work work work. Which is all good. Moola coming in~ (Alhamdulillah~)

But sometimes when there aren't any guests, and I have to watch tv alone, it kinda gets a little boring. What with no internet connection. Actually I do, but then it's dial-up connection so no one can call in while I'm online. Not good for business, just in case some propective guests call in.

While I was in KK, I had a very, VERY good time. Let me stress that again. A VERY good time. Thanks to my sister, friends and cousins, and everybody else that I met up with again in KK. A jolly good time. Kinda reminded me of the old days, barring the Shisha of course. =Þ (And yes, I know it's not supposed to have effects on you besides the flavour, but everyone else who was puffing on the same Shisha wasn't affected. I'm thinking it doesn't agree with me. So that's that.) This somehow contributes to the bored-lonely feeling I get whenever I'm alone at the BnB. I'm usually alone in the evenings there anyway when the guests are out but I never feel lonely. So I guess the transition from being surrounded by boisterous-friends' induced noise-calamity to the watching-tv-or-reading-a-book-alone-in-a-huge-house was shocking, an experience I would think is akin to waking up one day and finding out you're blind. I wouldn't know. But I imagine it being like that. =D

I'm looking forward to studying again. Some people are probably saying "WHAT?! Are you kidding me? I can't wait to get out of school!" hehe. Yeah I know, I was like that to at one point. But then after working on my own, I find that it isn't so bad. Besides, I'm still young, and I find that I still want to get a degree, and insyaAllah, I will. And I still feel the need to socialise with people my age, which I don't get to do much around here. Usually I'm surrounded by people who are significantly older or younger than I am. So I can't really go crazy. Who would've thought craziness is a big part of me. (Hmm....Maybe other people have known this for a long time, but I just discovered it myself~) And as most of you know, I'm not one to bottle things up inside. And prior to my vaykay in KK (Oooh, a rhyme~!), I had a half-year's worth of pent up goofiness all curled up tight in some corner of my being, just waiting to be released. And released it was, ladies and gentlemen. Released it was. =D

5 comments:

hteekay said...

Aaaaaaawww~~~... lonely feeling, that feeling occurs to me 3 days per week, excluding weekends..so i know how u feel, maybe i don't , since i'm not a girl... anywho~~ i'm sure with ur charming personality, it'll be very easy for u to find new friends ur age there. Just PUT DOWN THE BOOK!!! hehehe

chiao!~~

Hadibi said...

Kasian my lil sister ;_; Don't worry! I'll be going to KK on the 21st!! I want everyone to come down and visit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

dedeng said...

pink?? u're stealing my color!! hehehe its ok i'm into green nowadays... Love you bunches... hang in there sis

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XOXO

pablo said...

the working life doesn't agree with me.
nor academia.

:p

(kidding)

it has its ups and downs but i wouldn't trade it for the world.
But it does feel like an uphill battle sometimes.

I heard, when everything is calm in your world...shake things up a little.